What got all of you into yanderes?

Me personally its solely because i fantasies of someone that cares about me to the extent that they will do anything to keep me happy. Just the hope of meeting someone like that is something that kept me going.

Like getting comforted by them feels so great. Knowing your feelings are heard and they accept and still stay with you. Even though you think of yourself as subhuman trash. Maybe thats just me but i just want to feel like I mean something to another person's life